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I don't know
17:23 Jul 27 2007
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I don't know why I am writing this, usually poetry flows from my fingers here.
But today,my heart and my fingers seem numb.
When will it ever be my turn to be happy, how many centuries must I wait for him.
Have I wronged him in some previous life..am I being punished now.
Why does silence always have to be his reply..
does no soul echo my words.Do no words of love and kindness ever find his lips.
Does not one soul long for mine! Not one pair of arms long to hold me, lips to warm mine.
Does my heat beat for nothing in this lifetime but to keep me alive.
But this is not living, merely suriviving until the next lifetime.
How is it,that so many can simply walk away and feel nothing.
But then again, I am the fool, for believing any words said to me.
This is not my century,not my time.
I shall move into myself and once again let nobody in.
It's really easier that way, I would rather be alone, than haunted by empty promises of eternal love and promised passions.
There is no such man, I know that now,not in this lifetime.
So I shall wait for the next rebirth.And maybe next time, it will be my turn..
No Reply00:59 Jul 15 2007
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Beloved..you once called me...said you could not wait to tell the world...
Well the world waits..but I tire of the game.
Beloved...means somone who is loved and cherished.
Someone who you wish to share your life with and share day to day losses and triumphs with.
But you share nothing with me..why is that.
Why do your pleas to me to keep silent still ring in my head,
why silence then..no replys from thee..
when you call me beloved here..is it only here I matter..
Only a few moments online, do words and honour mean so little to you!
When you speak so boldy of truth and honour, but yet I have not seen here
You must know this silence, this ignoring me, hurts me..you must know!
So why..did I wrong you in some previous life ,or am I just another game to play.
You say you share my blood..and you say you give me your heart.
You invite me..then you make me crawl.
And you leave me with nothing, nothing at all.
No reply...
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